Call me SiMoN !!

Well, I've been in hometown Kuching for 12 days exactly. Sorry for not updating but I just don't know what to post. ^^

Anyway, it's great being home, place where I'm closest and most familiar with. But there's a weird feeling in me these days. I can't really get myself excited or fresh about whatever things that occurred around me. Sometimes, I feel lonely, though I'm not alone. Maybe I'm thinking too much. Am I having depression? Nah... why should I be depressed when I don't even know what I'm depressed of?

Going back to GuangZhou on 27th of February, but will be leaving for KL first on the 22nd of February. Good luck with everything. God bless us.

Exams time is like judgement day for every student, but it's inevitable. I'm going to have my exams within 18 days from now and to be honest, I'm nervous, but helpless. All I can do is to cram everything given and taught by the lecturers. Unlike secondary school, I haven't had any exams prior to now, so the exam formats are still strange and unknown to me.

Christmas is coming soon, but it will be a lonely Christmas for us (Tiffiny and I). We have each other, but nothing is comparable to celebrating Christmas with our beloved families. Receiving presents is one thing, but the warmnest and feeling are different when you have to celebrate such a joyful and sacred event. In China, religious activities are seriously banned because in the concept of China Communist Party, such a small party can be a threat to their national status and religion is considered an obstacle for the nation to develop freely and completely. I don't really approve this "idea" because spiritual development is really helpful as it relieves spiritual pain and provides undefined strength for its believers.

It will be different Christmas in a non-religious country. There is always something missing when there is no religios elements in a religious event. But anyway, I'll try to cherish this special Christmas in a foreign place, other than my home sweet home.

*Sigh*

Boring... I just don't get it, why is everything seems so boring to me? Or it's just me expecting too much? Anyway, in 25 days later, I'm leaving for school. Yeah, I'm leaving my sweet hometown soon and I'm having all kinds of feelings in my heart. Excited? Worried? Whatever. I don't even know what I'm talking (or typing) right now.

Okay, that's all anyway. I can feel nothing inside my brain. I'm just empty right now. So, goodbye and good night.